Madness

I'm at school doing my last pump of the day. I realized yesterday that I'll be done with school within two weeks, which means I'll be done with pumping in two weeks. Thank god! I'm so tired of doing this. I think my body's tired of it too, because I'm hardly getting any milk out. Hopefully once school's out and I go back to exclusive nursing my milk supply will get back to where it needs to be before too long. And who knows, maybe when that happens, I'll be able to get a full night's rest.

So, things are getting crazy. This lab report I thought was due next week is actually due on Thursday. I have two tests tomorrow, and I haven't even started studying for one of them, and I still have half of my notes to organize for the other one, which is open book. And once those two tests and lab report are out of the way, I have two huge papers to finish before the start of the next week. Not to mention the two tests I have when the papers are due. It's all starting to pile up and I'm finding myself wondering just how important good grades really are. I started off the semester really strong with a good potential to get my first ever straight A college semester. But now I'm just thinking I can half-ass everything and end up with a straight-B semester. That wouldn't be so bad, right? I was so excited at the prospect of having my first straight A semester, but honestly, who really cares besides me? I'm pretty sure no one cares.

I'm totally bummed out though because I spent all day working on homework and sitting in class, and now I have to pick up the girls, and I never got to do my workout. I hate it when that happens. And I won't have time this evening to make up for it, either. In fact, I won't have time until this semester's done. You know, I think it's probably a good thing that I couldn't get the money to take a summer school course- I need a freaking break!